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I love Michael, Cameron, & Donald. ok here is the story of my "love" life:(you might want to sit down) first it was me and Corey which i didn't really like i was just a little desperate and since he kept on buggin me i finally said yes. but that same friday that i started going w/ corey cameron suddenly found an interest in me and asked me out, even though i had liked him ever since him and my stepcousin went out, which was a/b a month before, and i didn't want to upset corey just yet so i said no to cameron. then that next tuesday corey broke up w/ me. So since i liked cameron i decided i would tell him friday when i saw him at the skating rink that me and corey broke up. well i did but then i guess he was mad at me for saying no before so he had me waiting for hours for him to decide if he wanted to go w/ me. when he finally said yes i decided to get back at him for making me wait so i then said "well i dont know if i want to go w/ you". so he started gettin angry again so i finally said yes. we had a great relation ship but a/b two weeks later he brok up w/ me for what he claimed was for his only love Dianah. but that same night my friend called me and said he was at the skating rink w/ another girl which was not Dianah. so i got mad and went up there and just totally ignored him when he tried to talk to me. then when i called him to ask him a/b it the next night he said that every time i walked by he thought how much he really liked me, also he mentioned that he heard that song"have you ever" by brandy and thought of me, which i thought was a pretty desperate lie, but all he did was lie to me and treated me so wrong. so why am i writing a/b this? to tell you the truth i dont know, i guess just to get it all out so i wont be so angry at him but really i'm not angry and i don't know why b/c i should be furious! i think i really loved him, mabye i dont know what love is but all of the relationships i have been in since mine and his have not felt the same. i cant get cameron out of my mind, every time i hear our song "Angel" by Aerosmith i just get depressed and cant stop thinking a/b him for the rest of the day. i dont know what to do. he is so precious and sweet and i miss him so much. writing this gets me depressed so i think i am going to stop soon, forget writing a/b michael and donald, which would get me even more depressed. I'll do that later. | My LOVE life | ||||||||||||||||
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I am 15 yrs. old and live in Tupelo, MS where I am currently out of school for summer vacation(thank God!)Next year i will be a sophmore at THS(only 3 more yrs. to go!) I live w/ my mom, stepdad, and sister(12). I have 2 dauchunds, 3 cats, & 5 fish. I attend HBC church but want to join a non-baptist church when i am older(not that i have any thng against them). I was saved when i was a/b 13 years old. Well thats a/b it. Now you know almost all a/b me(not really but like i'm gonna post my whole world on the net, yeah right) | ||||||||||||||||
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